I’m alive but I don’t feel it
I’m just swaying with the wind that doesn’t blow
Moving back & forth in mild jello,
I am alive…
Do I rejoice or am I defeated?
What reminds me of this truth?
The throbbing of the inner lobe of my cranium
Each jab is effective
Making sure I’m cognitive
Making sure I don’t fall through
These jabs are pretty much my reality,
but still my question still lies…
Am I alive?