Sex vs. Morals

I love sex!


Since I have been single I have not been getting any. Reason being that my morals go against sleeping around, however I had my first hook up about 2 weeks ago and it was a FAIL, not on my end. He just could not get it up and it was embarrassing. Anyhow I think maybe it is a sign that I should just wait until the next one comes around. BUT it is so hard. I do not masturbate soo I just think about it all the time UGH



Other than my morals I think it is just a health hazards having sex with too many people and also the risk of pregnancy is such a scare. I think it might be better to wait, maybe.





I started Meditation

I am not great at it but I am planning to hopefully gain something valuable from it.  Something I can one day share with someone who does not meditate, but also to share positive energy throughout the world.

This vast world has gone mad and sometimes I ask myself, what can little old me do to make a change? But I honestly think that living in fear is definitely not the answer!

We need to keep striving for world peace because as I read today “Death waits on no procrastinator” and this is so true. I do not think “the worst thing” that can happen is death, I think it is pretty much final. BUT it is what you do before you die that makes the difference.

Die knowing that you have left the world knowing you have changed at least one life and not just your own, but leave knowing you have left a positive footprint to be followed.

Just like the saying, “Time heals all wounds” well time is interesting like that, because change does not happen overnight BUT rather over TIME! It is essential to our being and our lifestyle that we urge ourselves and those who surround us on a daily basis to work towards a positive change!

It is a domino effect, but we have to make sure our domino falls so that the others are motivated, challenged and persevere to also lets theirs fall also.

Letting your domino fall is not going to be easy because it might take an insurmountable amount of selflessness to overcome our wants versus our needs.

Don’t get caught up in your thought

Just know that what you’ve brought

Is nothing less than naught

Altruism is one key

That may help us to see

More than just the bee’

But keep an open heart

AND let’s get a start!